God's love ... doesn't make sense

Lets just put it this way.

- God is the King

- We sin against Him, something like breaking the law...

- He as a King, dies for our crimes.

- Its like Its like Yang Berhormat Najib dies for the crimes we did...

- How great is our God, Amen??

YOU

You make me very happy sometimes. Make me think about you every night before i sleep. Make me think how to have more fun with you. But sometimes, you make me very angry and upset. If i see you in the morning, you might cheer up my day or even ruin my day. I don't know what should i do with you.

DOTA LA! WHAT ELSE

Miracles.

I have a cousin tat had breast cancer for quite some time. He had been suffering for these past years. She even went through kemo. Few weeks ago, she was admitted to hospital. Her heartbeat stopped suddenly. She was 'gone' for that moment. My relatives and everyone there cried for her to return and to "wake up", no to sleep yet. Few minutes later, she had her heartbeat back. She told them to call her father and her brother that were non- Christians. She asked " I went to heaven and met my Father in heaven and came back. I want to ask you. Do you want to accept the Lord as your personal saviour?" Her dad(my uncle) knew about God, joined them for cell group discussion and heard them discussing. He can even talk about Christ with the church members. But he was stubborn. Until that very moment, they said YES. And then my cousin replied "That my job here is done." And she went with the Lord permanently. So, never quit or be tired of sharing until your last breath because God has his plans and his perfect timing for everything. To me, this is worth testifying to you guys. I hope it can speak to you one way or another. God bless.

Permanent

Is this the moment where i look you in the eye?

Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry

And everything it will surely change

Even if i tell you i won't go away today

Will you think that you're all alone

When no one's there to hold your hand?

When all you know seems so far away

And everything is temporary rest your head

I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day

And so i ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place?

And when they say it's all touch and go

I wish i could make it go away but still you say

Will you think that you're all alone

When no one's there to hold your hand?

When all you know seems so far away

And everything is temporary rest your head

I'm permanent i'm permanent

Is this the moment where i look you in the eye?

Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry

SHOCK

Every day I just can’t control

Every night the loneliness is my love

Can’t breathe, my body’s getting stiff like an ice

Hey dear, stay here, I’m going blind

No way losing my way, why are you drifting away?

I don’t want to get hurt, but what will we do with my love struck heart?

I don’t hear anything

I don’t see anything

Oh, ever since you’ve left

I couldn’t focus on anything else

Everything stopped, and now it's over

And my existence is fading away

Even if I close my eyes

You're still fading away from my memories

I’m sorry, please come back to my side

Because of you I can’t focus on anything else.

Come to me tonight

I don't think I can ever wake up from my shock

Hey ya, wake up

Once I wake up, you’re not by my side

Oh lalalalalala, now you’re laughing like a lunatic

I’m struggling everyday against the clashing waves of loneliness

I can’t forget you for the rest of my life

If I knew it would be like this, I would have held you back

Then it wouldn't have been so hard

Oh, even if I try to embrace you once more

I can’t, cuz I can't even move a single finger

It’s hard to breath

And my heart hurts.

The more I think about you

The longer I idle while sitting down

And I can’t get anything done

Every night in my dream

I can’t

Hear your voice

So, where are you?

If you’re happy to be away from my side

Then I will try to hold in my tears for you

BEAST- Shock

FRIENDS... They are one of the reason you are what you are now

Aaron's goin UK. Nat's goin UK. Yu Kit went s'pore. Sigh... More and more friends are leaving the country for a better future. Somehow, you can feel the quitness without their presence. I really hope there won't be anymore of my friends that will leave la...

You'll think back the old days, where we used to laugh together, talking bout the lamest joke and still laugh with it. Friends that accept you even if you have weak spots or bad attitudes. Thosee times where we all cherish together. Money can't buy it back. Therefore, cherish each and every good friend of yours, before its too late. For friends are the ones who sacrifices their time and money to call you and ask " Hei, are you okay?" and listen to your problems. They double your joy and half your sorrows.

But there are times of conflicts and misunderstandings among each other. Assumptions were made to blame the other party. And that is the time where you dig out the dark moments and blast them all out at once. "Last time I treat you so good, and this is how you treat me!" There are also times where you finally know your friend's "real self". The Friend you know last time doesn't react like the way they are reacting now.

I learnt a lot of stuff. Not through experience, but through my friends. It is my friends who encounter all these problems, and they share it to me. Lucky me, I'll absorb the knowledge and try my very best to avoide those problems. SMKSBS, I miss you guys.. T.T

SUPERB HARMONIZING!!